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♥ Saturday, October 22 ♥
Everyday is a struggle to keep afloat ..

I don't know how much longer I can hold it for before I break down.

Everyday I ask myself what's my purpose on Earth but I can never answer.
I never failed to question God about his reasons and purpose for the events in my life.
I don't know why God has to put me through pain over and over again.

What does he want me to learn? What does he want me to do?

God, you took my dad away, all I'm looking for is to be happy, to be free from troubles, to be happy like other people are.

Instead, what I have found myself doing, is sinking deeper into misery as the days pass..

God, I cant find inner peace in myself, I am on the edge of breaking down.

God, I hate myself, I hate my life....

God, please make me happy, or I find no reason for my existence on earth...

God, I do not fear death,can I join my dad in heaven?




left her thoughts ♥ 9:26:00 AM

♥ Monday, October 17 ♥
I am this miserable and unhappy that I found myself owning a packet of cigarettes...
4 sticks a time, only to feel just a lil relieved..
Once I'm done, I'm back feeling miserable once again...

What's wrong with me??

Sighs.




left her thoughts ♥ 10:30:00 PM

♥ Saturday, October 15 ♥
Life was never the same when you left.
I wished that we would walk down the same path once again.
But why do I feel that we will never be the same again?
Not that my heart stopped beating for you...

Yes, I still love you all the same.
I look at our pictures everyday. Praying that some things would remain the same.

But I can only sit and wait. Because we will never be perfect again...




left her thoughts ♥ 10:40:00 PM

♥ Thursday, October 6 ♥
I am ashamed of myself.
A jack of all trades and a master of none.

I cant dance, my dancing sucks..

I can never succeed in life.




left her thoughts ♥ 1:23:00 AM